A little boy was very happy in meetings with his grandpa, though he had many times living with grandpa from his mother side but this’s from his father side was for first time and last, as he passed away not long afterward, the memories was sweet mixed with unanswered questions as not much story about his grandpa from his father side, left so many mystery as how relationships his father and grandpa was not smooth, the estranged family seems to all member of this family. His father’s sister and brother also lived far from their parents, that’s meant there’s something in the past that unforgivable account, till his father died this boy didn’t have the answer for all the mystery, his mother just told that his grandpa was administer large area in the south of this island where they were living now, but not giving complete story how this family fell apart. For once his mother show his grandpa graveyard, always filled with fresh flowers, that’s meant someone has been taking care, it’s impossible if that’s from his family as three of his children living far, though can be proof a respected account about his grandpa legacy but doesn’t mean something legal as not written in history.
Living with so much questions about his father’s family, during his study that boy traveled far just to see about his family legacy, searching an answer for the mystery that his father’s family left, learning from family who survived the changing in civilization, like most those aristocratic family fell within their family itself, not by outsiders. Most family who survive the challenge by maintaining the legacy, which so much not following ordinary people, they manage their family hard to cope with the challenges including sending their children to military to build their character and strength, much not like his father’s family who choose an ordinary life, perhaps his father seeing something different, that to choose not to follow family legacy. Serving people is much taking private life, the price more than the peaceful life or pressure that always on daily life, something have to pay for every serving to people, not to complain about what the life been through, that’s the thing the price for serving people.
♡ to share whatever it’s, as it’s multiplied, including if we share sadness means multiply sadness too lol, anyhow very happy to see pink in our kids horizons lol, that’s really beautiful, appreciate for caring our kids in big days moments. You know the number meant in my message that everyday I repeat till you show it, I won’t tell exactly as you know already, just please not to give up, it’s all about our family. Loving a family have every consequences, including accepting the flaws, forgive and forget so that could move on to beautiful life.
Openly upgrade
For sure we’re all want a happy life with so much time with family, that’s for the purpose of education though not all could grasp the maximum point in benefiting from study, sometimes still sacrificing the valuable time with family, even after many year’s study doesn’t mean could get valuable time, the more responsibility the more family time wiped away, that’s why how we manage our life for family could determine the purpose of study. Sometimes we should set focus on one important point, like choosing one subject in service though with carefully calculating on our capacity, no matter how hard we study again if our capacity on some point set, can’t go further to catch it, the metric seems in ourselves how we absorb the knowledge and skill, usually need time to master the subject though the subject already focus, still need practice and time. Investing you always in consideration as everyday measures your capacity troughs your response, though basically not accurate but enough to see how far you can go, it’s always changing as the pressure always changing, I am sorry without your consent in accessing your capacity.
Mastering what would be your expertise perhaps need three to five years to be independently safe, in that period should be someone watching or guarding in any risk, by that time our kids enter school your capacity must be improved by focus on one subject, this’s all calculation regarding our future how to absorb your dream in our family, as it’s your family dream can’t keep aside in the name of our kids future. We know mixing all components in one family always a challenge especially managing valuable time for our family, we hope by focus could save much time outside for our kids caring, that’s mean your next study should erase what would be like attending cases on late night or family time, though no emergency call if our junior could manage the case properly, a word proper means should basically mastermind the cases, either by managing the risk or keeping the right time for living smoothly. Perhaps that’s too much, since we can’t depend on others to cover our responsibility though each cases have a point to be set as delegate in responsibility, what’s they can handle means no need to supervision directly as part of delegate in responsibility, sometimes it’s not about cases just personal capacity in handling.
Your capacity in managing junior can be set as point for next study, how this delegate responsibility became a standard in saving much precious time for family, giving pass for next study is big responsibility as it’s give also much confidence in trusting their knowledge and skills, if it’s failed would be a blow for our capacity, the way we see or trust is the way we work as a person. Many people easily passed the crucial exam, but failed in real exam e.g following what would be standard with much additional complicated factors, either too standard or just absorb as it’s, this person should be carefully watch with every note in their past. Our point in this topic, it’s all about your capacity in absorbing the knowledge and skills, still need time to be said safe, still need many complicated factors to be adequately standard, I am sorry to see you beyond who you are.
Like parents like children
Indeed whatever our parents did in the past, that would be copying their legacy, though in different matters or circumstances but the same in account, our technic perhaps improve but doesn’t mean leaving our character, that’s why whoever has flaws in their past is still a challenge to manage as a positive factor. Perhaps like that study our parents family could know who the really we are, not to misunderstand with bad habits but to see the beautiful thing in seeing the things, you know if we could see the thing from many angle we would not do mistakes or hurting our family because we understand their point. In this last month occasion it’s all about family values, appreciate the way you see, you act as a mother for our kids, definitely you are a good mother, your deep inside is lovely.
Family values always has positive influence in our life, the way we cope with the challenges much show how our family handle the trouble in the past, usually through our reflect response we can understand ourselves. Our family values same the same, as whatever you said is ours, you are not others to me, pleasant person in responding every account, appreciate on every occasion bringing peace in mind, family is like that, that’s why family is where we go home everyday. You see so much changing for the past two years as mentally growing and study could make a person thinkful, always calculate the the thing before expressing.
Extra time should be enough to control or not to repeat our mistakes in the past, though heart can easily forgive but many could not easily forget, if others do like this why should not us, this’s the thing in family, sometimes not to follow the emotions which could permanently damage a family. Our acquaintance seems more than family as you fall deep and agree in our plan, you seem agree that we stick to our plan in starting our family though look like we already start our family lol. I thought still big days so no need to respond on each your expressions lol, whatever label with big days mean already cover with previous writing, as you miss a response so this’s all whatever your complaining lol, you know you’re always in my mind.
